4 Months Later, Brother

4 months ago this morning, I got the call from MA that brought me to me knees. A lot has happened in 4 months. I feel like I've grown so much in these 4 months. I think you would be proud of me. Losing you, was a milestone in my life. I feel like I have matured more in the past 4 months than I have in years. I am by no means at 25 the same person I was at 23. I'm really beginning to grasp what life without you is like and accept it. I love and miss you, brother.

A Question Answered, Brother

A few weeks ago, I wondered who of the those of us that were the closest to you would be the first to change our profile pic on fb to one that didn't have you in it. Today, I have my answer. It was me. I felt at peace with changing my pic to one of just me. I still miss you, brother. And I will always love you. But as the 4 month anniversary of your homecoming arrives later this week, I will have a different profile pic.