4 Months Later, Brother

4 months ago this morning, I got the call from MA that brought me to me knees. A lot has happened in 4 months. I feel like I've grown so much in these 4 months. I think you would be proud of me. Losing you, was a milestone in my life. I feel like I have matured more in the past 4 months than I have in years. I am by no means at 25 the same person I was at 23. I'm really beginning to grasp what life without you is like and accept it. I love and miss you, brother.